To me going to school is to be with my friends...I like studying but the teachers just make me lose interest and being prefect is another load to my worries. I used to love going to school coz it used to be fun to me...the happiest yr of my 5/6 years was the 4th yr. Life was so happy...like the song in my blog,flames to dust,lovers to friends...why do all good things come to an end??...I can't believe the hols are almost over!!! It is the shortest one eva!!! I hope and pray that next year will be as brisk as when I was P4....
YOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My blog is "alive" again!!!! I am sssssssssoooooooooo happy my blog is saved thanks to my fren...she does not want her name "announce"....Anyway, thank her alot...I have posted in some cool pics of my family...well enjoy...some pics of my frens shall be posted later.
My blog is like now in a mess I do not noe how to fix it!!! My fren says she is gonna help me, but she has not done anything to it yet,I am not being ungrateful or anything but my heart just aches at the sight of my blog at this instant... *sighs* I am ssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooooo miserable!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just hate my mum when she "joke", I mean if she wants to joke, joke about funny stuff rite??? But, her jokes are soooooooo lame and stupid.....*sighs* She says tt things tt r really funny than she will laugh, yeah rite!!! I have the worst joking mum eva!!! Hope my mum does not read tis....(she's gonna find out how lame she really is!!!) I've got a feeling tt she has a doubt I am a les...I am not!!! No offence to those who are is just tt I am not!!! She is sssssssssssoooooooooo irritating!!!! I hate it!! (she is just sitting at the couch, if she just turns her BIG head she could read what I am typing!!!) EERRR!!!!! I am sooo irritated!!! If I say something she scolds me and says asks whether she owes me a living!!! If Jordan says something she would just shut her mouth and not say a word. Just now she just peeped over and see what I was typing!!!! AAAAAAAHHH!!!!
Today, another day of happy surprises( yeah rite! ). Everyday, my hopes and dreams are burried in the graveyard of sadness and sorrows. My heart is left with holes after each hope or dream disperse as they leave me. Each day I feel either sad, bored, empty, angry.......Then, I ask myself, why am I so sad??bored??empty??angry?? I just wish that my life will always go smoothly....like last year. Now, I just hope that my life will be smooth again next year. I am looking forward to what will happen next year. Sometimes my life is soooooo miserable and sometimes it is happy for a while. Well, I guess it is life.....*sigh*
My mum is going to make me quit skating if next year my first semester get lousy results. I am so sad and currently dumbfounded at what to do. I've tried my best....well to me the paper was pretty difficult and I was lyk wrecking my brain doing tt paper....I am devastated....lyk I m not sad abot my results meh...I am also disappointed in myself, not lyk I am happy abot it, but I did try my best. I dun wan to quit skating....boohooo....sad....sobz.....depressed...............OH GOD HELP ME!!! I need help from an angel.....sigh......
k the examz r over.....i finally can go sk8ting yeepee!!!!!! though this time my results are not tt good, but this is the one tt i have put my most effort in. My mum is not going 2 b v happy with my marks but i really had tried my best and i am PROUD with myself!! Hav not told any of my family memebers my marks yet, i v scared i've let them down as they expected better results. If you were me wat would you do?? *sigh* anyway wats done is done......besides i've got great friends and a cute pet. I'm kinda happy with my life lah....no actually i love my life coz of my family, my fwenz and blah....i m so lame i m lyk going on abot the same thing pls forgive my lameness.
A typical life I expected to have, but now, all of the sudden, my life turned into a fairytale that I want......but 4 all u noe, in an twinkle of an eye, a flick of a wand, it may turn into a nightmare again. Is life as beautiful as it is thot 2 b? Or it is jus another tale tt ppl say to make things better as a "comfort phrase" or something? Those out there who hav a v smooth life, are the luckiest, you do not need 2 be $$$ 2 b happy. Now, I am happy( hope this happy feeling can go on for a v long time) Oh and now my mum finally agree to buy 4 me ZUCA bag! My aunt is a SIA leading stewardess and she is going to NY to buy the bag from there, so the shipping is not needed, her flight there of course is free....YAY!! Tomorrow is the last day of the examz......my teacher said that 3-4 ppl failed v scared.........AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want a green or purple Zuca bag for my skating to put my things and blades inside....but it is too ex.....*sobz* Anyway, I am only going to get one pair of intermediate skates at the end of the year. I can't wait!! I want to compete at the end of the year skating competion, I am not to sure yet about it but tt is my goal....exams r coming.....I am aiming to get 70 for maths, 65 for mother tongue, 74 for science and 70 for english. I am stressed as the exams are nearing....need to do lotz of work and assesments....AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am gonna die next year for the PSLE......i m gonna die (humming a tune abot it) *tsk* *tsk*
Freestyle 1 - Forward Inside Pivot / Forward Arabesque / Waltz Jump Freestyle 2 - ½ Lutz Jump / 1-Foot Spin / Ballet Jump Freestyle 3 - Salchow Jump / Backward Pivot / Toe Loop Jump Freestyle 4 - ½ Loop Jump / Sit Spin / Flip Jump Freestyle 5 - Back Spin / Axel Jump / Combination Spin Freestyle 6 - Combination Spin / Split Falling Leaf / Double Salchow Freestyle 7 - Axel Jump Combination / Flying Camel Spin / Opposite Jump Freestyle 8 - Double Loop Jump / Flying Sit or Axel Sit Spin / Jump Combination Freestyle 9 - Double Lutz Jump / Axel-Dbl. Loop combo. / Flying Camel Spin Combinations Freestyle 10 - Double Axel Jump Combination / Death Drop / 3 x Arabians or Butterfly Jumps
These are the advanced elements that are needed to pass the following levels.
I need to learn "ballet" to increase my flexibility and to enhance gracefulness and blah blah blah... Fortunately, if I learn ballet, I do not need to wear those DISGUSTING tutus. I can wear my tights instead...HA!! Lucky me! My coach encourage me to learn though....*sighs*.....
Some frenz are so irritating and some are obnoxious, my best fren is sometimes both. I've got a "good" fren that is one of the world's biggest traitor and she calls herself my goodfren... I think one of my biggest mistake in my life was making frens with her... Thank God I've got this blog or else I may die of depression. I've another fren that I cannot really tell my heart's troubles to. Now, I can only talk to my cat. You may think I am CRAZY, trust me if you were me you would have done the same.I feel like screaming!!!! Now I can't go skating for 2 whole weeks cos of the stupid exams! I am going to die a miserable death...........
My life is simple, not even plain paper could be compared with it.My family occasionally have dinners together, but I just sit there aloneand just gobble up my food and then, I am left alone. My frenz, my hobbyand my cat are all my worries and all I care about now.My home is just a house in wild abandon, I am just a lonely soul if I did not have them, how I wished I had a special fren that NOone knows toshare my feelings with. Now I currently have one that I dont really tell herand another I dont tell her at all.....
Identification:NIL
First cried:16/o6..of never
Nicks:uuhhh...dun hav
Skool:CHIJ
Contact:This is private!!!
What I Adore________
Skating
-------->Describe Your Likes<--------
Food:Depending on my mood
Drinks:Coke, Oolong tea
Pastimes:Figure skating
People:Best buds
What I Hate_________
-------->Describe Your Hate<---------
People:Hypocrites, etc...
Things:Love them all!!!
Food:Fish
Include others urself---->
Music's Playin_____
Artist:Nelly Furtado
Song:All Good Things
My Past Memories___
Talk To Me________
